My oath

To the end of my life, till I let out my last breath... I will always smile. I'll smile for the ones I love, for the ones I care...for this smile of mine is very precious, it holds all the different stories mankind... this smile had gone through times of both happiness and sadness. Even in the rage of war... I will smile, though it's imperfect. I will still do it, for the ones I love. I do not hold grudges as to me it is rather troublesome. I wish everyone will see the light in their future. They will smile too. There's nothing more I could have ever wished for than to see that smile forming on your face... for my smile is sincere, wanting to stay strong, wanting you to smile back and wanting you to know how much I don't ever want to see you sad. It's a very undelightful sight even for a sadistic person like me. I wouldn't call myself sadistic anymore, because it is something that had been sealed away from me. That's why I will smile and listen, to see the world in a better perspective. May we even die smiling, ameen....

Too lazy to say "I care"

Just like the title says....I wish to change so I need a fresh start but the way I am now.... I'm not saying I have 0% chance of changing but I need time! Don't jump to conclusions... I'm a whimsical girl. Oh look, I'm even too lazy to type...(I'm not a good example). What should I say??? ha! I love anime xD Surprisingly, my family is built up with anime lovers too.. society might see us as adults who like to watch cartoons and are immature, well, to the people who say that, you better take back your words! As for me, I watch anime because I realized the hidden meaning in it. Anime is an epic way of teaching us the meaning of life(well most of them are, I know ecchi aren't) You can't agree with me??? WELL BARE WITH IT WHEN I SAY ECCHI IS BAD!!!(like I'm one to talk =,=") Conclusion is that anime is awesome, there, peace of mind. Honestly I'm just mumbling random things cause hey! I'm a random & sarcastic person xD <---- I really love this smiley, XDDDDDDDD ha! ultimate smiley!!! you know what? Right now I look like the picture above because I'm being sarcastic xD