To lecka xD

                Oh my god, thank you so much Lecka(I promised to write back don't I?) and I too am very grateful to have ever met you in the first place (olive oil conversation xD) You can always have my shoulder to cry on all the time if you want to, I will always be there for you, to hear you, help you (unless I was watching anime than shoo! Lol j/k xD) I’m sorry if ever hurt your ears whenever I fan girl but yeah, BEAR WITH MEH! So, straight to the point, you are the best person I have ever met in this world, you understand me, you join my sarcasm, you never mind if I’m rough with you… You see, that’s why I don’t have much friends during my childhood, I am a violent person but I try my best to keep it hidden away. It hurts me when someone told me that the friend who I considered my best friend was lying; they back stabbed me and it happen a million times. Then I met you, at first I let myself to stay alone but you just won’t stop appearing in front of me until I realized your sincerity. You really do want to be my friend… (Here comes the corny sentence xD) whenever I see you, I saw a diamond, strong, beautiful, bright and fragile in its own way. Oh wait, diamonds are hard to get right? That reminds me, you are hard to get :D And yeah, if there was ever a boy version of you, I’d marry him straight away. If you ever doubt me, just tell me, I’ll change. You’d never back stab me right? You will only poke me with straws right? Just keep in mind that I always have faith in you.

I love my new blog!!

Ok, this is infinite posting xD well, as you may see the last post was rather 'emo' and now I'm back with being sarcastic :DDDDD yeah, I'm done. I was supposed to be finishing my art assignment but meh... that could wait :\ I mean, I'm done with the painting and I love it :') (not being proud but just being 1/2 proud) Oh look at the time right now, 6.17pm, and I haven't clean the house yet... Ma is so gonna slaughter me soon :) BTW, the only reason that made me wanna do this infinite posting is because I FREAKING LOVE MY WALLPAPER!!!!! Dia handsome sia!! So hot~ Mind my fan-girling, I said it right? I love anime(especially the guys, man their hot, oh I wish I could go to the anime world and marry the guys there xD) Ok, I'm not kidding but that sentence just makes me sound like a slut. The social network is fun, to think that it will be taken away from me next year, I don't know how I'm gonna survive but I'll try just like all the other millions of people who didn't even have it. Wait, I don't think there's anyone in this world living without the internet....good luck to me.

Ok....Umm..the last post was nearly, literally going to become my last post...why!? because Ma freaking cut the internet! Really? Ma? Nah, actually I was the one who asked for it. Believe me when I say I wasn't on my right mind that time for not realizing that I can't survive without the internet... Luckily dad provided me with mobile internet. So yeah, babysitting Leman right now... IS HE EVEN A BABY!? AM I EVEN TAKING CARE OF HIM WHEN I'M HERE ON THE INTERNET!? Who cares...but one thing for sure is that he is NOT a baby. He's turning 5 next year! And he's going to kindergarten too! He should not be classified as a baby anymore but Ma and Dad don't care, he's still their beloved son made of Titanium... I lagi-lah xkisah, I have my own twisted life to think about right now.

My oath

To the end of my life, till I let out my last breath... I will always smile. I'll smile for the ones I love, for the ones I care...for this smile of mine is very precious, it holds all the different stories mankind... this smile had gone through times of both happiness and sadness. Even in the rage of war... I will smile, though it's imperfect. I will still do it, for the ones I love. I do not hold grudges as to me it is rather troublesome. I wish everyone will see the light in their future. They will smile too. There's nothing more I could have ever wished for than to see that smile forming on your face... for my smile is sincere, wanting to stay strong, wanting you to smile back and wanting you to know how much I don't ever want to see you sad. It's a very undelightful sight even for a sadistic person like me. I wouldn't call myself sadistic anymore, because it is something that had been sealed away from me. That's why I will smile and listen, to see the world in a better perspective. May we even die smiling, ameen....

Too lazy to say "I care"

Just like the title says....I wish to change so I need a fresh start but the way I am now.... I'm not saying I have 0% chance of changing but I need time! Don't jump to conclusions... I'm a whimsical girl. Oh look, I'm even too lazy to type...(I'm not a good example). What should I say??? ha! I love anime xD Surprisingly, my family is built up with anime lovers too.. society might see us as adults who like to watch cartoons and are immature, well, to the people who say that, you better take back your words! As for me, I watch anime because I realized the hidden meaning in it. Anime is an epic way of teaching us the meaning of life(well most of them are, I know ecchi aren't) You can't agree with me??? WELL BARE WITH IT WHEN I SAY ECCHI IS BAD!!!(like I'm one to talk =,=") Conclusion is that anime is awesome, there, peace of mind. Honestly I'm just mumbling random things cause hey! I'm a random & sarcastic person xD <---- I really love this smiley, XDDDDDDDD ha! ultimate smiley!!! you know what? Right now I look like the picture above because I'm being sarcastic xD

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ok, ni cuma nak cuba je. Elys bosan and oh! tgh denga lagu rihanna-unfaithful~ blablablablabla ni nak test je.... ingat aku ni suka sgt ke blogging!? hahahaha!!!! ok gila. bukanla xsuka but....malas:p dahtu, dahtu! make this creature stop!